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Sunday, December 27, 2009

rotted at hm ytd , its a saturday n i'm hm .
off for 3 days straight is so damn shiok , but abit too long .
rather no offs n finish this attachment quick .

des called up at around 9 plus and asked whether wanna go loyang tua pek gong there pray pray .
agreed , cus xiang they all driving .
so , WT came and pick me up n went over to xiang's place .
the reason for us to go so randomly is , desmond koh bump into those dirty stuffs in camp !
he kiasu la , go pray immediately after he gt hm . hahaha .

went for supper @ changi village after that .
stingray , gong gong , sambal potato leaf , lalalalala . ((:
on our way back , kana police check .
stupid police , only asked us to get out of car n take out names down .
damn you ! why other cars dun need . =.=
stupid police asked stupid qn , shall nt elaborate on that .
but the main thing was , because of her , we all kana mosquito bites !
SHIT YOU !

hahaha , got hm around 2 plus .
and chatted with BS till 5am . ((:
going out with my darling joanna later ! :D
CIAOS !



i dunno how to explain how disappointed and angry i was when i got that text .
you dun understand .
i can tell you , thats the end of everything .
you can be with her happily from now on .
sincee you cared so much .


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Friday, December 25, 2009



MERRY X'MAS pple ! ((:
though i dun celebrate this day .

went tampiness with mum n nutkoh !
so boring man ! nothing to shop , or perhaps its because i just went there 2 weeks ago .
the purpose of us going there is to buy my elianto eye gliter .
i dropped mine in the toilet bowl the other day !
i bought it from genting a yr ago ! only m'sia have that brand .
but luckily , s'pore has a outlet @ tamp mall ((:

walked around n got our butts hm around 10pm .
hahaha .


i hope you'll be free tmr .
because i just wish to see you ! after so long .
i miss you :(


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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

i'm so sick n tired of everything that has happened !
not gonna care anymore !
the only thing i'm looking forward now is 2010 !
to be more specific , its 31st jan 2010 .
i can't wait , been waiting for this day to arrive ever since 10 yrs ago .
i believe we'll be closer ,definately .
i love you guys , my dear cousins ((:


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Monday, December 21, 2009

how can u say sure a thing ?
just want to bring him out , i dun see a link to my mum's and her BF .
how can you ask didi not to call you daddy n not to come hm anymore ?
how can you ask him to call my mum's bf daddy ?
seriously i see no link at all .

bring him to shopping mall , not to my house .
why must you say till like that ?
bear that in mind , we only have one DAD n that's you !
and y must u link to my mum ?
the worst is linked to her BF ?
what has my mum n her bf got to do with me bringing lucas out ??!!

you're someone i've respected alot alot .
the most wonderful dad to me .
my tears were dropping when i left ytd .
I'M SO PISSED N DISAPPOINTED at n in you .

just because i dun want to bring that precious slut daughter of yours out ?
how can i bring 2 kids out alone ?
NEVER CAN I .
from the start , i dun like her alr , now u made me hate her !
dun blame mer for being a cruel sister .

dun blame me if i dun go over for her bdae in a weeks time .
i dun wish to see her , dun wish to talk to her .
i really hate her , to the max !


pple may be thinking that i'm petty .
she's only 4yrs old , she's still young , innocent , cann0t blame her etc etc ..
but please , you pple dunno how bitch , how unreasonable she is !
if u con't to spoil her , more pple will hate her .
i can't believe i've sure a sister .
you shouldn't exist .

she's always the cause that you scold lucas for nothing .
lucas will always be at fault .
continue to spoil her , you will make me hate you too !
ARGH !!!

FCUK YOU !


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Wednesday, December 16, 2009


REBONDED my hair ytd .
haha , rebond machaim no rebond sia , cus my hair was alr straight .
waste my time , but hair is damn smooth now .

headed to dad's place , he planned to bring out us thats y all of us is hm .
THE SOUP RESTUARANT .
nice food !! and the soup is bagus .
we had it @ jurong point , my fav mall . hahaah .
walked around , snap pics etc . had fun with them .
and dad , i really can't stand you spoiling her .
i swear im gonna slap her real hard one day !
ooo , anyway ah liang they all came up ytd to visit ahma .
so nice of them , my childhood friends !! ((:
know each other ever since we were 4yrs old .
those memories we share , the fun times we had during school holidays .
too beautiful , how i wished we could still be like last time .
hahaha . and im glad we keep in touch .

work again today , PM shift .
4 days before offday on sunday , endure . ((:


i hope i've made the right decision .
in the end , i still gave up . the 2nd time alr .
i noe you want us to be tgt , but we should think of others .
maybe we're just not meant to be .
i'm so jealous of her .


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Monday, December 14, 2009

WAS SUPER PISSED OFF YTD !
TMDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !!!!

with only 10 patients , they sent me to station B to help out .
was so reluctant to go there .
that side only have 7 patients , i dunno why the hell they need me there .
sat down there , doing nothing and felt so out of place .

asked sister whether i could go back to station A since there's nothing to do .
SHE SAID OK , BUT the CB staffs over @ B side wasn't happy with me !
FCUK YOU !
i'm a student , assigned to station A for my clinical and not to anywhere else's when you all need help .
ended up @ station C to just SIT down there .
really sat from 4 to 9 pm ! without doing anything because they need someone to sit there to entertain the VIP !!
WTF !
dun ask me to go again today , if not I'LL SCREAM !!

ARGH !!!!!!!


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Saturday, December 12, 2009

wanted to do hair treatment ytd , but decided to rebond my hair instead .
reached hm around 4pm after shift .
and nutkoh is deciding whether she want to tag along to cut her hair .
drag n drag till 5plus , reached there around 6 .
before reaching there , i've an intuition that aunty may wouldn't be free to my hair !
and true enough , she need to leave when i reached there :(

but i'll rebond on tuesday . (:
went to vivo after that , because my dearest joanna help me reserved a pair of ALICE SUEDE @ crocs .
finally i found my size and its a new version of ALICE .
very difficult to find okay . haha .
$69.50 ! so damn ex .
but i need one more pair of working shoe as i'll be working as a nurse in future . ;)
sister called me up for interview ytd , so sudden .
but everything went well i guess ! i'll be working @ the same ward where im in now !
with my crazy babes ! ((:

its sunday today , working on weekends really make me forgot which day it was .
i'll always thought that its weekdays when im in the ward .

LAZY SUNDAY !

i'm so tired of everything .
i hope you can settle it fast n dun nake me wait for too long .
because i dunno when i'll be gone again .



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Thursday, December 10, 2009


dad is going to genting again ! TMR !
i cant go , as usual !
but at least this time round , nutkoh isn't joining them too .
i really hope i can join them and leave this place !
to really relax n enjoy myself which i always did when i'm there .

went to parkmall ytd to settle their last min booking for the trip .
and headed to TAMPINESS .
tampiness one , and tampiness mall .
spent our whole afternoon there , and i bought many stuffs there .

M1 and starhub shops were like FOC man .
so many pple Q-ing for their iPhone !
i want one too ! :(

so , work today after 2 days off .
was super pissed n felt so unfairly treated .
with NUS students around , we have to let them take cases and stop taking case .
is like WTH .
so what if they are going to hold a degree in nursing .
they dun even noe how to change a drip , how are they possibly going to take cases ?
just because they're here for 2 weeks , the short time .
and they need to fufil their objectives , we have to do junior work .
so unfair to us !
FCUK !!! ARGH .


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Tuesday, December 8, 2009


i'm at dad's place now !
waited damn long for my 2 lil monsters to come back !
so , they're back now !
n they're torturing me . hahaha .

laughed n laughed , so noisy man !!
keep disturbing me . another day with them tmr <3>
but i love them .
((:

and my bendan , my condolences to you and your family .
your uncle may not be around anymore , not physically .
but i'm sure he's watching you all , somewhere up there .
no matter what , i'm here with you .
cheer up ((:


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Monday, December 7, 2009

i've nvr played you .
please get this clear !
you're always doubting me , even till now .
fcuk .
there's nothing left for us to say .


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happiness keep you sweet
trials keep you strong
sorrow keep you human
failure keep you humble
success keep you glowing
but only friends will keep you going ((:


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Sunday, December 6, 2009


out with dear today ((:
headed to town at around 3pm .
short meeting , but fun though . :D

got roster for the next half of PRCP .
WHY DO I HA?VE ANOTHER ROUND OF NIGHT SHIFT ??!!
i dun want !
was super relieved after the first and last night shift .
another round to come ! ZZZ . =.=
gonna appeal . haha .


i need to sleep badly .
had 3 hrs of sleep last night , morning shift tmr .
kill me ! ARGH !!


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Saturday, December 5, 2009

in a big mess now .
but i had a good chat with you ytd . ((:
dunno why i called you without any hesitation .
when i heard your voice , the past all flashed back .
made me realised how much i misses you .

but i won't want to change anything .
just let me be alone , cus i hate to make decisions !!
just want to say , really felt so blessed to be with you once .
though we were tgt for barely a month , but that one month were most wonderful n blessed time in my life .
no one can ever give me that kind of feeling again i guess .

the endless things we can chat , laughters , you loving me so so much etc .
i miss you so .


and for you ,
why must you make me make a decision ?
you noe i can't , yet you pressured me on it .
so this will be the answer i give you .
why is it so difficult to remain as friends ??!
ARGH , just sucks .
we can only be friends and nothing more than that .


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SORRY !!!
but we've to end this way .


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night shift was fun , but i can't take it .
SO SLEEPY !!
haha , 10.5 hrs as compared to normal shift which is only 8hrs .

1st night just cmi , super not used to the timing .
but 2nd was okay ((: with aswina and hazmi n 2 staffs , 5 of us in total .
we on music , eat chocolates , sweets , biscuits , patient's salad n sandwiches .
patient's food is damn nice !
the salad n sandwich is like cafe cartel one man . :P
i had fun with them ((:

sleeping day ytd .
and for today , i went back to work at vivo BECAUSE nutkoh can't work due to CT .
being a nice sister , i sacrificed my offday to work for her !
haha .

will be going on date with my dear tmr !!
been a long time ever since we go out tgt !!
even though we're in the same ward , we meet almost everyday , but i miss her !
haha .
let's enjoy tmr !! our date ((:


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Tuesday, December 1, 2009


I'M ON NIGHT TODAY !!
haha , 2 nights to go .
looking forward to it actually , hope the ward will be quiet n peacefully ((:
pple , please text me to keep me awake at night ! :P
i love doing PRCP !
i love my ward .
i love my staff nurses !
i love my enrolled nurses !
i love my mates !
i love my patients !

am i mad to say all these ??
hahaha .
just felt that i'm so blessed to be in RAFFLES .
out all the 3 yrs in nursing , this is the first time i dun drag myself to work !
though its a lil far , but i'm enjoying myself . :D

BUT I MISS MY CLIQUE !! :(
how have you guys been ??
good ??


even though we're not together now , really really appreciate that you're always there .
i noe i'm weird , even at times you dun understand what i'm thinking .
me myself dun know what i want either .
but i promise you , you won't get those nonsense from me again (:
xoxo <3



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